Chemistry
and Physics were my favorite subjects as they explain the physical
world to us more eloquently than any religious text. So when I
reached College my ambition was to pursue chemistry for my graduation
as I felt the subject more appropriate to quench my thirst to know
nature scientifically. But unfortunately an incident at the Chemistry
lab at Payyanur College totally changed my priority and I chose
Physics as my Graduation subject (though I never repented the
decision)
The
incident occurred at the University Examination in the Chemistry Lab.
I loved Chemistry lab with its pungent smell of rotten eggs (the
Kip’s apparatus always in action), Bunsen burners ignited and the
large high work bench with flasks, test tubes , pipettes , burettes,
glass rods and other paraphernalia. It was our initiation to the
world of experimentation and exploration of the material world. The
two main parts of the lab work for Pre- Degree were titration and
salt analysis. I liked salt analysis much. Here we are supplied with
an unknown salt. We were expected to find out the salt-its acid
radical and basic radical - after performing a series of experiments
with acids and alkalis. There is an approved system for the analysis
in which the salt after dissolving in water in a test tube was
treated with acids ,alkalis and gases and the changes observed.
Initially the presence of a radical will be detected and once a clue
is received there are other experiments which could confirm its
presence. This way after a serious of experiments one could
categorically tell what the salt is. There were some thirty common
salts like Calcium carbonate, barium nitrate, potassium chloride, etc
which were given for detection. The method is very scientific and
there are fewer chances for error. I appreciated the scientific
practices involved. So during our practical sessions I always found
out the salt much earlier than any of my friends.
The
disastrous incident occurred at the annual University Examination.
Being the final Examination all were a little tensed. The examiner
was a lady Professor from a far away College. I was a little anxious
as a pass in the practical exam is mandatory. After the initial
screening I was supplied with a white salt. I began my experiments
and in less than five minutes I confirmed the acid radical. Within
another ten minutes I got the basic radical also. I felt very happy
and began to write the summery of the results very elaborately. I
finished everything and there is still half an hour left. The
attender of the Chemistry lab Shri. Govindan was a close family
friend. He decided to help me. When the examiner was not in sight he
came very close and asked me in a whisper. “You Got?” I murmured
back happily “Yes- Calcium Carbonate”. To my great shock he
quipped “ Wrong! It is Barium sulphate ” I was bewildered beyond
control and I started to shake all over. My belief in myself was
shaken. I was damn sure that the result I got was correct. But how
could I suspect the very man who has supplied the salt? He has
pronounced his final verdict and I am proved totally wrong. Now there
is only one way left- I scored off all my observation and started to
write the summery for Barium Sulphate .
When hardly
five minutes were left to close the exam, Govindan, my dear friend
came to me again and said “I am sorry Murali –I got confused-
What you got is absolutely correct!!! The salt is Calcium Carbonate!
Now hell came loose on me. A shiver started to develop from beneath
my legs which started to climb up and I began to tremble visibly. I
thought I am about to lose the game as a failure in the practical
exam will disqualify me for higher studies and my parents are sure to
put a full stop to my studies. I started to write the observations
again correctly within the time left. But my hands were trebling
violently and my fingers failed to decipher my thoughts. I thought of
reporting the whole matter to the examiner. But I feared that may
complicate the case further. Finally the last bell rang and I handed
over the sheet fully scored off to the examiner. My exasperation was
beyond words.
However I
passed the practical exam in first class. But my fear lingered.
Whenever I passed past the Chemistry lab I remembered the incident
and I began to hate the subject. The incident at the Chemistry lab
thus changed my priority and my life!
Interesting. Usually happens.
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